Big Difference!

I'm turning 31 this Saturday, October 3rd....and it kinda freaks me out! I was OK with 30. That age didn't hurt my psyche. Maybe I was just more mentally prepared for 30 because everyone makes such a big deal of it. 31 is a whole other ball game though. I will no longer be "Oh I'm 30, I was just in my 20's" but "Hi, I'm totally in my 30's. I'm old and just gonna keep getting older and have to be a responsible adult and do adult things. I'm not an energetic youth anymore. I'm getting gray hair & wrinkles and there is nothing I can do about it. Plus according to my parents my ovaries are drying up....Pretty much I'm falling apart and there is no hope....ever!" I mean that's a lot to take in! My insides still feel like their in their 20's...I don't really know how to break it to em that all their dreams are dead now.